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Into The Ivy

by Evil Felipe

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1.
Ivy 04:38
Deeper and deeper and down we go I used to miss those nights when you held me close I can’t seem to look you in the eye Over and over we talked about The way I felt, you never heard me out I’m just glad we made it out alive These nights with you, they’re cold But they’re just as cold without you And I know I had to leave But at the time I didn’t want to A sense of nostalgia for something you’ll never know Pulls me in and it won’t let go Deeper into the ivy we go Will we make it out I’ll never know Deeper and deeper and down we go I don’t miss those days when I felt so low But I can’t seem to get you off my mind Over and over you planned it out How you won’t wake up when the sun goes down I’m just glad you made it out alive Deeper and deeper and down we go
2.
Going South 04:20
Going south for the summer It’s my only way to get away from you I don’t really wanna But there’s nothing I can do Running over all the thoughts left in my head Now I’ll never forget what you said I don’t want to, never want to see you cry Always wonder what would happen if you tried Going south for the summer and it’s such a bummer ‘Cause you know I don’t wanna, but it’s all that I got I don’t wanna, never want to see you die Always wish you, wish you hadn’t tried
3.
Insomnia 03:07
I think I wanna go home Back to where we belong I’m sick of being on my own But you’re long gone And I’ll try to But I can’t sleep tonight Can’t close my eyes Don’t wanna turn down the lights I’m falling for your lies Do you think of me When your mind is alone? ‘Cause you’re all that I see In dreams I’ve outgrown
4.
Cambridge 03:49
I’m in control At least that’s what I tell myself But you’re in control And it still hurts like hell I was never what you thought I should be Took me to long to realize what that means Am I what you want now? Since you held me to the ground Taking what you want from me You don’t care what you leave Getting better Only now that you’re gone Afraid of myself And I’ve been for far too long It’s funny that things have changed now Since the night you held me down But it’s been like this all along How’d we let things go so wrong?
5.
September 04:25
I haven’t slept in for a while I close my eyes and I see you Been finding ways to pass the time I tell myself I know the truth Don’t try and save me We’ve been here before You can’t say anything You haven’t said before Don’t call me “baby” ‘Cause I’m not your love Don’t call me crazy ‘Cause I’m not the one I learned to be all by myself I learned I couldn’t count on you I take back everything I felt And all the words I said were true Don’t try and save me We’ve been here before I can’t say anything You haven’t heard before
6.
October 03:07
Hard to believe that six months already passed When they all start and end like the last April showers brought a new kind of peace By October it all went away with ease Find a meaning for all you’ve done Making me look like I jumped the gun I’ll follow you if you follow through But I can never seem to count on you Close my eyes and you’re all that I see So I can’t help but think it’s meant to be Taken me for granted way too long Hope you’ll realize what you lost when I’m gone Not a word and six months already passed Probably ‘cause you didn’t waste them like the last October let my true feelings bleed April I found out what I didn’t really need
7.
I finally found the words to say After two damn years I hope you’re doing better now And that you have healed I hope you can hear me now ‘Cause I know you never listened then All I ever wanted was to be As much to you as you were to me Is this what you wanted all along? To keep me around but never yours I still hear your voice inside my head Begging through tears But I forgave you way too soon Just to keep you here Actions speak louder than words Said you wouldn’t but you chose her All I ever wanted was to be As much to you as you were to me Is this what you wanted all along? To build us this life, then leave me alone? I thought I was (that night you should’ve known better) More than enough (you knew it would upset her) I can’t undo what you’ve done I’m sorry if you thought you were the one Maybe right person at the wrong time But it just can’t happen in this lifetime But I guess that I will never be (but this time she's moving on) As much to you as you were to me (making sure that he’s long gone) This is what you wanted all along But you’re the one who’s alone now
8.
I’ve been making a mess in the morning Wonder if you’ll come to my door again Play your music a little bit louder Rope me in for a little bit longer, dear I’m here I wonder if you think of me lately And I know all of your friends hate me Play your music a little bit louder I bet she won’t let you stay any longer, dear So I hear Can you hear my words as I shout them out Or are you too afraid to let me speak out? Do you know what I mean as I write this down Or am I too dumb and are you too proud? I wonder what you think of me lately God, I hope that I still drive you crazy Play my music a little bit louder I bet she won’t let you stay any longer, dear Once she hears
9.
Do you think of me When you fall asleep When you’re at my door Making promises that you couldn’t keep When you’re all alone Are you still waiting for me? But I can’t And I won’t Do that again But you’re all that I know And I can’t sit and wait for the end Spend my time writing letters I’ll never send All my thoughts reduced to paper and pen Always stuck writing letters that I’ll never send
10.
Shadow Work 02:49
I had a dream that you swore that you loved me In my mind I knew it couldn't be real ‘Cause it’s not something that you can lose then feel Now I’m done begging for you to listen To everything I couldn’t say, ‘cause you can’t deny While you go chase the never ending high My nervous belly keeps me up My body aches ‘cause it’s not enough Shadow work through another love Won’t work, does she make you feel stuck? In the end I could expect this I’d shut my mouth, shut my eyes, forget who I am All for a boy who’ll never be a man I wanna skip to when I’m done Mourning my love but it’s just begun You don’t know what best ‘cause you’ve felt the same When I heard you call me her name
11.
Summer Rain 02:49
how do you think she’d feel if she knew what you said to me that you haven’t been yourself and you miss me lately and moving on has never felt so good I would've done it long ago if I knew that I could sweet summer rain come wash away my pain yeah you took my love and you left me feeling drained how do you think they’d feel if they knew the truth and that you think the whole world revolves around you and letting go has never felt wrong cuz things hadn’t been right in so goddamn long I knew that you were never meant to stay now I’m moving on but you won’t let me

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released February 3, 2023

All songs written and recorded by the band Evil Felipe
Emma Bain (vox, guitar)
Ella Staltare (vox, guitar)
Maya Staltare (drums)
Abby Rickert (vox, bass)

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Evil Felipe Worcester, Massachusetts

Despite the misleading name, Evil Felipe is an all-female group from central MA, taking
on a unique combination of indie, alternative, surf punk and punk rock sounds. Formed
back in 2016, the band began with sisters Ella and Maya Staltare along with Emma
Bain. Eventually, they brought in Abby Rickert in 2021; the four remain the core of the
group to this day.
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