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Ivy
04:38
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Deeper and deeper and down we go
I used to miss those nights when you held me close
I can’t seem to look you in the eye
Over and over we talked about
The way I felt, you never heard me out
I’m just glad we made it out alive
These nights with you, they’re cold
But they’re just as cold without you
And I know I had to leave
But at the time I didn’t want to
A sense of nostalgia for something you’ll never know
Pulls me in and it won’t let go
Deeper into the ivy we go
Will we make it out I’ll never know
Deeper and deeper and down we go
I don’t miss those days when I felt so low
But I can’t seem to get you off my mind
Over and over you planned it out
How you won’t wake up when the sun goes down
I’m just glad you made it out alive
Deeper and deeper and down we go
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2. |
Going South
04:20
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Going south for the summer
It’s my only way to get away from you
I don’t really wanna
But there’s nothing I can do
Running over all the thoughts left in my head
Now I’ll never forget what you said
I don’t want to, never want to see you cry
Always wonder what would happen if you tried
Going south for the summer and it’s such a bummer
‘Cause you know I don’t wanna, but it’s all that I got
I don’t wanna, never want to see you die
Always wish you, wish you hadn’t tried
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3. |
Insomnia
03:07
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I think I wanna go home
Back to where we belong
I’m sick of being on my own
But you’re long gone
And I’ll try to
But I can’t sleep tonight
Can’t close my eyes
Don’t wanna turn down the lights
I’m falling for your lies
Do you think of me
When your mind is alone?
‘Cause you’re all that I see
In dreams I’ve outgrown
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4. |
Cambridge
03:49
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I’m in control
At least that’s what I tell myself
But you’re in control
And it still hurts like hell
I was never what you thought I should be
Took me to long to realize what that means
Am I what you want now?
Since you held me to the ground
Taking what you want from me
You don’t care what you leave
Getting better
Only now that you’re gone
Afraid of myself
And I’ve been for far too long
It’s funny that things have changed now
Since the night you held me down
But it’s been like this all along
How’d we let things go so wrong?
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5. |
September
04:25
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I haven’t slept in for a while
I close my eyes and I see you
Been finding ways to pass the time
I tell myself I know the truth
Don’t try and save me
We’ve been here before
You can’t say anything
You haven’t said before
Don’t call me “baby”
‘Cause I’m not your love
Don’t call me crazy
‘Cause I’m not the one
I learned to be all by myself
I learned I couldn’t count on you
I take back everything I felt
And all the words I said were true
Don’t try and save me
We’ve been here before
I can’t say anything
You haven’t heard before
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6. |
October
03:07
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Hard to believe that six months already passed
When they all start and end like the last
April showers brought a new kind of peace
By October it all went away with ease
Find a meaning for all you’ve done
Making me look like I jumped the gun
I’ll follow you if you follow through
But I can never seem to count on you
Close my eyes and you’re all that I see
So I can’t help but think it’s meant to be
Taken me for granted way too long
Hope you’ll realize what you lost when I’m gone
Not a word and six months already passed
Probably ‘cause you didn’t waste them like the last
October let my true feelings bleed
April I found out what I didn’t really need
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7. |
The Hierophant
02:33
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I finally found the words to say
After two damn years
I hope you’re doing better now
And that you have healed
I hope you can hear me now
‘Cause I know you never listened then
All I ever wanted was to be
As much to you as you were to me
Is this what you wanted all along?
To keep me around but never yours
I still hear your voice inside my head
Begging through tears
But I forgave you way too soon
Just to keep you here
Actions speak louder than words
Said you wouldn’t but you chose her
All I ever wanted was to be
As much to you as you were to me
Is this what you wanted all along?
To build us this life, then leave me alone?
I thought I was (that night you should’ve known better)
More than enough (you knew it would upset her)
I can’t undo what you’ve done
I’m sorry if you thought you were the one
Maybe right person at the wrong time
But it just can’t happen in this lifetime
But I guess that I will never be (but this time she's moving on)
As much to you as you were to me (making sure that he’s long gone)
This is what you wanted all along
But you’re the one who’s alone now
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8. |
I Still Think About You
03:40
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I’ve been making a mess in the morning
Wonder if you’ll come to my door again
Play your music a little bit louder
Rope me in for a little bit longer, dear
I’m here
I wonder if you think of me lately
And I know all of your friends hate me
Play your music a little bit louder
I bet she won’t let you stay any longer, dear
So I hear
Can you hear my words as I shout them out
Or are you too afraid to let me speak out?
Do you know what I mean as I write this down
Or am I too dumb and are you too proud?
I wonder what you think of me lately
God, I hope that I still drive you crazy
Play my music a little bit louder
I bet she won’t let you stay any longer, dear
Once she hears
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Do you think of me
When you fall asleep
When you’re at my door
Making promises that you couldn’t keep
When you’re all alone
Are you still waiting for me?
But I can’t
And I won’t
Do that again
But you’re all that I know
And I can’t sit and wait for the end
Spend my time writing letters I’ll never send
All my thoughts reduced to paper and pen
Always stuck writing letters that I’ll never send
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10. |
Shadow Work
02:49
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I had a dream that you swore that you loved me
In my mind I knew it couldn't be real
‘Cause it’s not something that you can lose then feel
Now I’m done begging for you to listen
To everything I couldn’t say, ‘cause you can’t deny
While you go chase the never ending high
My nervous belly keeps me up
My body aches ‘cause it’s not enough
Shadow work through another love
Won’t work, does she make you feel stuck?
In the end I could expect this
I’d shut my mouth, shut my eyes, forget who I am
All for a boy who’ll never be a man
I wanna skip to when I’m done
Mourning my love but it’s just begun
You don’t know what best ‘cause you’ve felt the same
When I heard you call me her name
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11. |
Summer Rain
02:49
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how do you think she’d feel
if she knew what you said to me
that you haven’t been yourself
and you miss me lately
and moving on
has never felt so good
I would've done it long ago
if I knew that I could
sweet summer rain
come wash away my pain
yeah you took my love
and you left me feeling drained
how do you think they’d feel
if they knew the truth
and that you think the whole world
revolves around you
and letting go
has never felt wrong
cuz things hadn’t been right
in so goddamn long
I knew that you
were never meant to stay
now I’m moving on
but you won’t let me
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Evil Felipe Worcester, Massachusetts
Despite the misleading name, Evil Felipe is an all-female group from central MA, taking
on a unique
combination of indie, alternative, surf punk and punk rock sounds. Formed
back in 2016, the band began with sisters Ella and Maya Staltare along with Emma
Bain. Eventually, they brought in Abby Rickert in 2021; the four remain the core of the
group to this day.
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